When I realized that even thou I have, as one of my life lessons, to learn to deeply love myself in order to attract what I want in a person as a partner, I have to say that yes, I also start to believe in ENERGY, because "YOU ATTRACT WHAT YOU ARE"! oh boy, life has definitely shown me this, in lovely and no so loving ways, which many of these, I will share with you.
When I think about all my relationships and everything I was going through at those given moments, I can clearly see all the lessons I was placed at. Some of those, I carried over as resentment, in a large bag of anger, sadness, worthless feelings, against many more. All of those turned out to be more of broken heart moments and needy relationships.
Once I was able to see beyond the point of emotions (don't get me wrong, emotions are marvelous human setting to have, when you are aware of it and know what to do with it) and step into the house of situations I had to go through to learn about who I was, I was able to become grateful for all of it. It doesn't mean that now, I am enlightened... I would still slap the face of that first boyfriend who cheated on me (just kidding...no, I really would lol, maybe I still have some anger issues here haha)
As much I enjoy my time alone, not having to ask what channel do YOU want to watch, what kind of wine do you want, what do you want to eat and many choices that two people must agree, for the most part, I also want to be able to share many of my own things and learn from this other person. Yes! Sometimes I want time alone with this amazing girl, but I also have realized that I am a lover, I love to love, I love to be in love, to be loved, to simply love. yes! I have to admit, I want to someone to share this amazing life journey with me, I am open to go on this discovering path and learn about anything that I need to do so to attract this amazing person into my life! Would you like to go on this journey with me?