One of the things I have asked myself many times on this spiritual road was, how will I know that I have owned my power, what it means to claim and own your power?
Personal power was and still is one of those huge things in my life and I’m sure in everyone’s life, because poor boundaries, lack of self-love are indications that you haven’t owned the magic wand trophy.
I few examples how I used to give my power away:
Today, on this very wonderful day, that I have started my day with the affirmation “I’m worthy of money, love, health and happiness”, I had my question answered…
As I was speaking to someone who always made sexual jokes toward me (the price you pay when you don’t have health boundaries and an excessive second chakra), I was “hit” once more with one of the not so funny comments. Differently from other times, where I would get myself going in the road of “deep thinking” about what I “should or should not’s” say, because I didn’t want to lose the “friendship”, I used to get so mad at myself because I didn’t say this or that. This time, I told him right away to stop it, that it made me uncomfortable, that I didn’t like it and I deserved to be respected!
Man, it felt incredible amazing, not because I was saying that to him, it was not from the ego, but from the feeling that I love myself so much, so much that, not doing it, would be a huge betrayal! My soul was screaming love and I was finally able to have a sample of it…
The feeling of knowing your worthy and that you are deserving of something was a piece of the puzzle of owning my personal power…It’s even hard to explain, because there’s no guilty, shame or regret attach to it, there is only you, putting yourself first and this feeling… girl, you got to claim to be able to be on top!
Nice to meet you, personal power, how come I never seen you before? Come on in, the master suite is waiting for you! you are the boss!
Much love to you all!!