I have been doing a lot work on myself, practically non-stop for the past 3 years, and today a situation happened to me that made me think how easy it is to be unaware.
The Universe is perfect and will find a way to make you work on whatever you need to.
As I was driving to the grocery store after work, a guy cut in front of me. I beeped at him, and he then gave me the finger and slowed down in front of me as much he could. I got so mad at this person… I felt homicidal!!
Then later, after finishing my grocery shopping, a guy in the line, very nicely, moved over and let me go first. I thanked him, and I felt grateful that there are still nice people around!!
Anyway, after going back to my car, I realized how much anger and frustration I was holding from the early situation. I started to cry, A LOT! I cried for 15 minutes, and felt really sad that as humans we have the free will to choose to act the way we want to, but unfortunately sometimes we act from the EGO, instead of LOVE.
Then, I felt a release and realized that I needed this experience somehow. I needed to release something that I was holding that I hasn’t noticed. What was it? I have no clue, but the situation triggered the sadness feelings under my anger.
This experience reminded me that I’m a HUMAN BEING.
…that I can embrace my sadness, anger, selfishness, and whatever shadow sides I have.
Spiritual work is also the recognition of all these things because we came to earth to deal with all of our emotions.
Thank you damn*** for allowing me to have this lesson, and thank you Universe for the experience!