​I found this picture when I was searching for something on my hard drive, this morning. It gave me chills and I got myself immersed on this state sadness at first, because I reported myself back to that time of my life…
I was overweight, only after 6 months being in US, extremely depressed because I felt so alone, even thou I had many friends and SUPER ashamed for being like that. I remember at that point I sent no pictures to anyone in Brazil and I literally felt like a failure…I couldn’t even look at myself in the mirror!!
I had no self-love!
I was ashamed!
I felt guilty for leaving my family in another country!
 I was emotionally eating, so I could protect myself by gaining weight…
I was depressed
I was certainly miserable, nothing would give pleasure in life…nothing!!!
After snapping out of it and coming back to the present, I must honor that girl and that time. She kept going, started to plant the seeds to get where I am now…Of course A LOT has happened since and yes, I had to go through many lessons that was able to build who I am today. I won’t lie, it wasn’t EASY, but I say it was WORTH IT!!
So, DO NOT take in consideration where the person is now, but what they have been through. The strength that takes to keep going is massive, because YOU are the only one who can do for yourself, no one can’t! Blaming others is nothing but a waste of time!
I would do all over again, because I wouldn’t change the ME today for anything else, I SO LOVE who I am, Liz you are AMAZING, I love you girl!!!
 

Yesterday i woke up in such great mood, that i posted a picture of myself in a "wild and glamorous" idea of me, on Facebook (the one on this post). As the day went along i saw myself going from an exciting state of mind to a state of regret and despair, crying in bed after a "unsuccessful hair cut". I couldn't get over the fact that i didn't have the balls to tell the hair dresser that i didn't like because in my mind there was "no fix", "the hair has been cut" and now, i have to deal with it, as i let my ego take over and tricky myself to this disaster situation created just inside my head.
​After trying to cheer myself up along the day, i realized that, the whole "hair cut" situation was a way of the Universe pushing me to take a step forward on my growth journey. It was almost like i got my higher self telling me, yes, you are doing the work, but i will push you further...you must love yourself, even thou, your hair has being "chopped" off the way you haven't agreed with, I couldn't even looking at myself in the mirror, because i hated so much!!
​The "hit in the heard" came after i started to watch the movie "Frozen", which i have avoided for many years (I don't know why...), it's a BEAUTIFULL movie!! and the lessons couldn't have come to me in such perfect timing (divine timing...). One of the lessons is about Elsa claiming her power, loving herself and accept her role in the world for who she is, i cried for all the love i could feel as my angels and guides were by myside on this emotional time showing me that is a big piece of my own journey. I went to bed feeling grateful for all the support, love and lessons i was presented with.
​This morning, as i looked myself in the mirror i was able to see beyond my physical attributes of a hair style, a eye color or a nose format. My purpose is way beyond this body that i have to live in, but that i also must to learn unconditionally love and honor as it's part of the deal of claiming who I am, Why I came here and fully accept this magnitude of being human.
​Today, on Easter day, I want to share this LOVE and GRATITUDE to each one of you, HEART TO HEART.
Happy Resurrection day!!! i new piece of me has being re-born...

xoxo

​Liz Barbosa

When I decided to come to Paris, I had no idea how much of an impact this trip would have made on me…
I was looking for direction, like a sign that would clearly say “turn here”. After trying to go to many different places, to name a few, Costa Rica, Mexico, Sedona, Texas…nothing “was follow into place”, then Paris fit as my perfect size.
I didn’t have much of expectations, but the Universe not only confirm that yes, I create my own reality as I also can manifest abundance
Abundance of support
Abundance of love
Abundance of amazing moments
Abundance of living in the present moment
Abundance of laughing
Abundance of many things the human life has to offer
And much more that I have no words to describe…
The amazing energy I have experienced in Paris has gone beyond my human ability of falling in love. The fall in love everyone talks about is deeper that the physical level. It’s a soul connection! And, I have made many…including myself…
Here I am sitting at the airport thinking about what happened to the girl who landed with me, just last week…I realized she was no longer needed, with peace I let her go…
The one going back to Paris, has no idea of where the “turn here” sign is or if there’s even a sign for that, but she knows that the road she is stepping into is the only one who can give her the answers, the inner peace, the love and, the soul connection she has always longed for…
I am so happy you are coming back to me!!

xoxo,

​Liz